My Dual Personality

Consider this as the half part of my dual personality

Because I hate you so much for doing this

Dragging me through the ups and downs of romance

But still I love to feel the butterflies in my stomach

See this as the whole picture of me having a dual personality

I feel like pushing you away to the deepest part of a deserted jungle

For being such a sweet and untouchable person at the same time

But then it’s dying inside me when you are not around

I guess it’s normal for being a dual personality

When everything feels like falling apart

Because you keep drawing back everytime the smell of beautiful commitment approaches

But then you will crawl back to me when I look away slowly

This is not a self defense system I am building here

It’s just a madness syndrome that people usually call as l-o-v-e

And yes, I am trapped in there and unable to explain myself clearly

So just consider me as having a dual personality

I have decided to walk away over and over again but never been able to win this mental fight, 27 June 2006